This is where I need to spend some time. Let me start by expressing that i adore my life. I love my sweet babes and it is an honor to give them my life. Cooking, cleaning, loving, candyland, play dough, discipline and laughter are my daily pleasure. I am crazy blessed to be called "Mommy."
All that said, I feel like I am at the point of needing some quiet, peaceful rejuvenation. I am longing to speak with my Jesus and be able to hear Him speak His truth to His daughter. I crave to lie in His arms and rest. I am tired and I need Him.
I want to think, with a clear head and a quiet soul. Where am I at in my life? I am longing for something new. An adventure perhaps. I am feeling an urge to KNOW what the Lord's next step for me is. I want to do something to make some one's life easier, better. I want to take the load off of some one's shoulder, but I ask myself each day...how, when, with what? I need time to think, to hear, to act in faith.
I need rest, a full night or 5 of uninterrupted sleep.
I need peace, a new joy, purpose. I love where I am at....but I am ready to grow.
4 comments:
Oh, Brit, you are not alone -- on so many levels!! Just this week, I, too, have had a desire to get back onto the blog-scene. And because I was frying emotionally, Keith just whisked me away for some of that kind of relaxation. What a blessing... even for a few days. Put a plan together and find someone who 1) knows your kids and can keep them, and 2) has a place you can stay, even if it's just overnight one night with Jeremy!! Praying for you as you continue to keep Jesus as your true peace.
Love you sis. I am here whenever wherever. I can take the kids. Or I can take you. :)
Thanks ladies. Shelly I'm so glad you got some time, you deserve it friend. You have a lot on your plate. I think as woman, wives, mothers, multi taskers, this is a commonality we can share. Glad to know I'm not alone. Loves to you both.
Britt-Not sure why I never saw this until now. You are such a lovely woman, with a huge, dear heart. I hope you've been able to find some time over the last couple of months. You deserve it, and the kiddos need a rejuvinated mommy! Love you lady. You are special. xo, cbm
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